Hey all. Long time no pointless ranting.
Mostly writing this because I'm tired of looking and the previous journal entry. I figured I should start writing more optimistic things.
Got my GCSE results today . Fairly embarrassing, as everyone else opened theirs and were genuinely happy, I opened my and burst into tears . (p.s. Yes, I was wearing eye makeup, no, it wasn't waterproof, and yes I did end up seeing all my schoolmates with black dripping down my face ...:/)Not because the were bad, but because they were better than I could have hoped for and was just so releived and hell of a shocked to high heaven. God knows how I actually read the results my hands were shaking so badly.
And of course that was the time I was approached (and even hugged...) by the teachers I disliked the most. It was quite weird actually, I'd actd so cold to them all and they seemed utterly unsurprised to find me in an absolute state.
But anyway, things have been looking up. Or maybe I'm just looking up a lot more now. Got a good job, good grades and goin' off to college to study what I love. Someone's really watching out for me, I guess I just never noticed that before.
So anyway. Just to say hopefully I'll be writing new things and maybe just MAYBE i'll put a link up soon to a myspace music page...don't hold your breaths though.
And so, having had a celebratory Carton of 10-day gone-off orange juice, I do rather need to go now.
Thanks one and all for helping me through my blues. I guess I#ll try and repay you by putting non-emo stuffs up on here (: .
Toodles Xxx